I’d like to think that that is a rather precise and accurate description of how I spend most of my time.
May 27, 2019: I don’t know why it took so long for me to let this go, (I can probably blabber on again if I start) but I’d just like to apologise for any terrible grammar etc, I’ve decided to stop scrutinising and just finally post this. I write. I write, I write – and […]
DISCLAIMER: This image is a means of expression and is NOT an accurate, realistic or healthy portrayal of human anatomy. Please see the end of the post for the before/after. I DO NOT promote or advocate unhealthy body images, and have gained much weight since then. I’m sorry if you were upset by the images […]
I have a profound sense of admiration for women who can express their sexuality and individuality with class and personality – like @devilette, @nymphae.uk, @yusara_circus and @creepyyeha amongst countless others. They possess what I hopelessly yet ambivalently long and strive for, and much more. Of these 10 years, what little recollection that I have of […]
And I have still been experiencing depersonalisation and derealisation. Funnily enough, things actually become more intense and vivid sporadically. Colours are of higher lucidity and edges are sharper and not as flat as the prior envisioned perceptions that were almost 2d. However the blanket of fear remains the constant between the two, it presses jutting […]
02:53-04:09 Entry 1 02:53-04:09 Entry 1 — Read on obsoulette.wordpress.com/2019/02/27/entry1/ I just found this “manuscript” on a site under the name obsoulette. I dare not read it. As of right now I’m trembling, frozen in place. They are shouting, yet there are no words. Shut up. Please. I beg you. Shut up.
I will be 23. That’s proposterous. How can one be a number. I’ll be 23 years of age, as in I would’ve breath and suffocated in the toxic atmosphere of society for 23 years of 365.25 days, a little under 8401 days. When you put it that way, it doesn’t seem long at all. If […]
03:55 The vanity she refuses to acknowledge she has surfaced but we’ve come to a compromise for the site icon and didn’t choose one with her as the subject. Eh, we’ll do it later. I’m having way too much fun and I don’t want to go but I really should , she needs to call […]
06:02. Thank you – be it an accident that landed you here, mm, patron, bentbox, or gossip. I’m not okay. But that’s ok. I’m willing to admit it, not only to myself but out loud I’m trying to make myself do ”what should be done” instead of stubbornly sticking to my resolve and determination of […]